You

A friend once told me it'd be soo neat if I decided to explore different cultures foods and I just rolled my eyes and thought that person was crazy...I wasn't too interested in it and I was starting to get tired of food...and cooking...but one thing you have to understand about me is that I love cooking and I'm good at it, its what I know. Its something I do when I'm sad, or happy, or bored or just need a break from life, but I was starting to feel like it was just a chore and it wasn't fun anymore.

This same friend also asked me what my new year resolution was going to be and I didn't have an answer but they told me I could get back to them. Sadly they cut me out of their life before I had the chance but if I still had the chance I would tell them that my first resolution would be to

1) Learn to say "No"
2) Learn about different cultures
3) Stop trying to fix everyone
4) Live each day, like it may be my last

I don't want this year to pass me by just cause silly drama or stupid boys. I wanna learn everything I can learn, grow and trust God with all my heart. I wanna become that person he meant me to be...and I'm so thankful I met you because honest truth I don't think I'd be going down this path if you hadn't pushed me along. thank you for that...I just hope you're doing okay, I've kept you in my prayers. I miss you and I'm thankful for you.

-ems