July 20, 2011

The Good

After work I decided it wasn't time to go home yet so I drove around and parked near a catholic church. I'm not catholic but there is something about churches that make you feel welcome. I sat down on the steps and i called my friend just to chat. It was a really good talk and something I reallly needed. The night was beautiful and I found peace there at church. Just like a church should be. It should be welcoming, loving, caring and trusting. Not judgmental or uncomfortable. A church should be a place where we find Jesus shining through. I wish I had a church to call my own but for now with our home church I am happy and if ever again I need a safe haven I'll return to my place. The place where I can feel safe and at peace with life.

So once i got home I made ice cream cones for my brothers and I and sat down to watch the bachelorette. I'm really into that show even though I TOTALLY don't agree with how they do things. HAHA... but its insightful, interesting and neat to watch. My heart breaks for each and every guy who gets sent home at the end of the night (I know, it should be a guy chasing after the girl) but I feel with every episode I get to know the guy deeper and his personality and it hurts to watch them be broken. :( But I'm impressed with how the girl handles herself. She's respectable, caring and beautiful. Inside and out. She honestly cares about the mans feelings. She doesn't wanna hurt anyone or waste anyones time. She's careful with every word that she says and always finds the best in each and every situation. You never hear a single bad word come out of her mouth. She speaks truth, and lives life with no regret but learning from each mistake. She inspires me to want to try harder in life to find the good in everything. So from now on, I'm gonna start finding good in everyone. :) This will be fun. :)

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