Stuck

Ever have that feeling where you're stuck... just stuck. You can't go backwards and you can't move forwards. I'm stuck right now. I hate this feeling. It always brings me down. I've been here before, my mind remembers it well. I just never figured out how to get unstuck. Which ever way I try is always a "quick fix" then I'm stuck again! I don't get it! Maybe its all the stress of fighting every single day, and craving chocolate every single night. Maybe its the fact that it is February and its snowing almost every day. I hate snow. I'm tired of fighting, I'm tired of craving chocolate and I'm fed up with all this snow. Please just make it all go away! I want it to be summer again so I can wear shorts and a tank and go out to coffee with friends. I wanna feel light and free again but all I'm feeling is stuck. STuCK! STUCK! STUCK STUCK! I keep trying to tell myself, "You're almost there! Just three more months!" Three more months and I graduate, quit work and leave for camp. Hopefully! But Camp still hasn't gotton back to me. Work is still a pain and Lord knows I wanna quit so bad. I'm so tired of fighting! And School. School is well you know... a struggle. I'm almost done and right now I'm not seeing the point. What does it have to do with Culinary Arts school. Bleh! I don't even wanna go to college. I don't know what I wanna do. SEEE I TOLD YOU! I'm STUCK! Bleh!