I'm having this dilemma. I need money. I need a job. I also want to travel this summer. I have plans to go to NC, SD, Hawaii and MN. Yes for places. :) I'm super excited but most places don't want to hire someone who's only gonna be working for a month. Pointless right? I thought maybe I'd go back to work for my old boss but I'm kind of feeling like God says not to. I'm sooo confused! I don't know what to do. I want to say yes but I feel like he's saying "No, not this time. You don't need to go back" but how am I going to take care of myself?!?! How am I ever going to do anything this summer?!?! They said they would work around my traveling plans which is great! But I still feel like God is saying no...but then I think what if I'm hearing wrong. UGh! I need perspective...but I have a feeling I'm a little too close to the picture to see it right. :( Life is soo confusing.
On a happier note I'm only 16 days away from finishing highschool! And a couple days away from taking a placement test for college. I'm a little worried since I have to take a math one and I'm not good at math at all. :( Prayers would be nice.
Just a thought...but maybe the point is that you aren't supposed to take care of yourself, but rather see how God takes care of you.
ReplyDeleteBut I am often guilty of trying to get everything done myself and forgetting to trust, so maybe I'm not quite the person to take advice from.
I'll be praying for clarity for you. It's a scary place to be, but you probably won't regret listening to God :).