A Thought

I know this is weird but sometimes I do my best thinking while I'm sitting on the toilet. lol Anyways I realized that this year has been prolly the most wearing and stressful but the least emotional....I hardly cry anymore....why? Cause there aren't any guys to tell me I'm not worth the trouble, play with my emotions to boost their ego or decide to sleep with my friend just because I say I won't sleep with them. I haven't had a serious guy in my life since the end of last summer. Do you guys understand how freeing it has been? I'm not a emotional train wreck and I can also live my life. I wanna see if I can make it a year. lol Crazy I know but honestly, i'm young. I'm gonna live life and go to college and just have fun with friends. This year as stressful as its been its shown me a lot! :)