You know, I've been trying to figure out what to write about for awhile now and no words would come to me. I've had a block up for awhile, maybe it's because when I sit down to write all my emotions come out and I just haven't been wanting to feel lately but this past week has taught me a lot of things...Its a been an amazing week and a hard one as well. You know it's funny how everything can be going so well one moment and just one thing can happen and turn your world upside down. I went to bed Thursday night after a great week at Teen pact and on Friday morning I told that an old friend of mine died. He was only a couple years older than I. It shook me, I don't really know how to explain it but I didn't want to think about it. Every status up-date about him made me sad and I tried just to block it out. He was so young, so full of life and I didn't understand why God brought him home. We weren't that close but he was the first person to make me feel welcome at cyt.... the first person there who made me laugh and treated me like I somebody. He had the voice of an angle and worked hard at everything he did. He had Jesus inside of him shining through, blessing those around him and now he's gone. Like that. I don't understand why it happened but I know that Christian Stilwell lived his life to the fullest and took care of the people around him. I wish I could bring him back so that he could laugh again or sing his heart out but I can't. All I can do is pray for the ones he left behind and remember to live every day to the fullest, and say I love you to the ones around you. You'll always be remembered Christian. Save a place for us.
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